How many times have you “prayed the prayer”, raised your hand, or responded to some emotionally manipulative altar call? How many times have you questioned your “decision” to follow Christ?
Is your life any different, or are still enslaved to your old sins? Are you bearing fruits of the Spirit in keeping with salvation, or is the axe at the root of your tree?
Please, I urge you to examine yourself in the light of God. Let the Holy Spirit speak to your soul.